almost home

my husband has been gone for almost five days and i've been alone with the three little ones.  i thought we were coping pretty well until yesterday, when the anxiety hit pretty hard.  today's been worse, with no relief at all.  i don't know if i'll ever get used to these feelings.  i just don't know what to do with them.  also, my phone died.  talk about feeling cut off from the world!  i wonder how i'll feel when he gets home.  relieved, i hope, and happy.